Personal-Perspective
Tzolkin – A Personal Perspective
Who I Am and why I come to certain conclusions?
Let me provide some context about myself to help you and others understand why I come to the conclusions I draw, conclusions that many resist for various reasons. While I occasionally feel frustrated when dismissed as eccentric or misguided, I recognize that truth can be difficult to accept. (Cognitive Dissonance) is a real psychological challenge, often trapping individuals in their own perspectives, unable to see beyond their bubbles. I empathize struggle with this paradox as well.
Now 66 years old, I reflect on my life starting 56 years ago in Anaheim, California, where I grew up in a typical family with three older brothers, two older sisters, and a younger brother. At 10 years old, I was the child who frequently questioned authority, often earning a ruler’s slap across my fingers for my persistent inquiries, likely seen as disruptive or odd by my teachers. I asked questions because so much of the world didn’t make sense to me, and my curiosity, though irritating to some, was unstoppable. Even now, many things still feel perplexing, but I’ve come to understand why they seemed so confusing back then.
As a 10-year-old, I grappled with concepts like government, banks, schools, religion, and churches. I lacked experience with these institutions, but I had an intuitive sense, almost a hunch, that something felt off. I didn’t investigate further at the time; I was too young. Yet, those feelings lingered, quietly nagging at me until later life experiences brought them to the forefront, especially after my younger brother moved in with me following our mother’s passing.
The Impact of 9/11 and a Lightning-Bolt Revelation
My experience with the events of September 11, 2001, might seem unusual, but it profoundly shaped my perspective. I was at work when the news broke, and like many, I left the office in shock. I went home, planning to return after lunch, but instead, I found myself glued to the television. As I sat on my couch, a sudden, powerful sensation struck me, it was like a lightning bolt zapping through my core, shaking me to my foundation.
This jolt triggered a memory from 1972, when my sister, a foreign exchange student in South America, narrowly escaped a tragic plane crash. After arriving in South America, she called home requesting money for a chartered flight to Lima, Peru, about 400 miles away, with her fellow students. Our parents couldn’t afford it, so the host family she stayed with provided the funds. Eager to join her classmates on this once-in-a-lifetime trip, she boarded the plane, but at the gate, for reasons she still can’t explain, she felt an overwhelming urge to get off. She demanded to leave the plane, which then took off a few minutes later without her. Tragically, due to overloading, the plane couldn’t clear a mountain causing it to crash head-on into the mountain killing everyone on board except the pilot, who died days later in the hospital.
That evening in 1972, my parents, a couple of my siblings, and I were watching TV when the news broke about the crash. The devastation of our living room was palpable, mother cried uncontrollably, and my father was shaken to his core. I was 13, old enough to grasp the gravity, but communications between the U.S. and South America were limited at that time, and for nearly a week, our attempts to call were met with “all lines are busy, please try again later.” Finally, the phone rang, it was my sister. The relief and joy were overwhelming, a miracle we couldn’t believe.
This story feels almost unbelievable, yet it happened. But why am I sharing it, and how does it connect to 9/11? Well remember the lightning-bolt sensation I experienced on 9/11 brought clarity. Watching the South American plane crash footage in 1972, I noticed something striking: the plane was certainly in pieces, yet you could still tell that it was a plane and the engines remained fully intact, albeit dented. That memory, resurfacing during 9/11, gave me an unshakable certainty that something about the 9/11 narrative, the government and media accounts, didn’t add up. It felt like a systemic operation (SysOp), not the story we were being told. Though I couldn’t pinpoint who or what was behind it, that internal knowing, triggered by the lightning bolt, became immutable for me.
I understand that many readers might demand concrete evidence, and that’s fair. My perspective operates differently, rooted in intuition and experience, which some may dismiss. That’s okay, I’d likely question it too if I were in your shoes. For me, these experiences are as real as the words you’re reading. I’ve often wondered why my sister was the only one to sense danger and leave that plane. Why not the others, whose families were forever altered by that tragedy? I’ve pondered this for decades without a logical answer, and it remains a profound mystery.
About a year after the crash, my parents hosted a dinner for the families who lost loved ones, a somber gathering filled with tears, laughter, and raw emotion. As an empath, I’ve always struggled with absorbing others’ feelings, sometimes feeling the weight of the world’s emotions, which can be exhausting. People often mistake my quietness for shyness, but I love people and conversation. High emotional energies, however, can overwhelm me, leading me to withdraw, a trait that sometimes makes me appear odd to others. It’s been a strange yet fascinating life, both a blessing and a challenge.
Reflections on Vladimir Putin and Global Corruption
No one, including me, claims Vladimir Putin is a victim or a saint, any more than Donald Trump, neither you, or I are sints. No one on this planet is perfect. Perspective and openness to new information are crucial.
Around 45 years ago, for reasons I still don’t understand, I stumbled upon a video of a 19- or 20-year-old Vladimir Putin. At the time, I had no interest in politics, world affairs, or Washington, I found it all irrelevant. Yet, something about that video captivated me, and I became determined to understand what young Putin said, despite not speaking Russian. A friend’s husband, who spoke the language, translated it for me. I don’t recall every detail, but one statement stuck: Putin said, “My mission on this planet is to take out and eliminate the cabal from the face of this earth.”
The word “cabal” was foreign to me, I’d never heard it before and had no context for it. Fast-forward to 1999, after my mother’s passing, when my brother moved in with me. Over coffee and cigarettes at the kitchen table, he introduced me to conspiracy theories about the Illuminati, Skull and Bones, and the cabal. Initially, I thought he might be unhinged, but I found it fascinating. He also introduced me to Alex Jones (whom I now find difficult to listen to) and Aaron Russo, a filmmaker and political activist who produced Mad as Hell and ran for mayor of Chicago (or perhaps considered it, I’d need to verify). You can read more about Russo on Wikipedia, though I caution against taking it at face value due to potential bias; it’s a starting point for deeper research.
Over the past decade, around 2012, I’ve worked with the National Liberty Alliance, an organization still active today. The term “cabal” has become commonplace in my research, and my understanding of government corruption has deepened. This rabbit hole is vast, I’ve been exploring it for 50 years and feel I’ve only scratched the surface, despite thousands of documents, hours of video, and extensive study.
The JFK Files and the CIA’s Global Reach
As you likely know, the JFK/CIA files were recently released. I won’t read all 80,000 documents myself, but one striking observation is the evidence of the CIA’s pervasive influence, intervening in nations, overthrowing leaders, and installing their own, as seen in the United Fruit Company fiasco in Chile. The CIA’s corruption and actions are deeply troubling, extending globally, not just within America. This corruption embodies the cabal, and the truth goes far deeper than most realize.
This is why the “deep state,” cabal, or whatever you call these entities, despises both Trump and Putin, they refuse to comply with their nefarious agendas. It’s why 97.9% of media portrayals of Trump and Putin are negative. Trump coined “FAKE NEWS” because he understands this machine, the cabal, and its goals. The media’s control by the CIA, as seen in Operation Mockingbird, underscores this reality. I urge you not to take my word alone, research independently, draw your own conclusions, and recognize that we all make mistakes. No one is immune, and no leader, Trump, Putin, or anyone, is perfect. We’re human, prone to error, and our only task is to seek truth, no matter where it leads or how we arrive. Life is a continuous journey, and true freedom has never been free.
I’ve followed Putin as closely as possible since that first video, admiring him and the Russian people broadly. I don’t know him personally, but his actions suggest a commitment to protecting Russia, as any president should. The CIA and other deep-state agencies have targeted Russia for decades, so his defense is understandable. Most Russians love Putin, which explains his long tenure, just as most Americans love Trump, evidenced by his resilience against alleged election fraud. I believe Space Force may have captured data proving this fraud, but releasing such information involves timing and coordination with other pieces of the puzzle. This, too, is part of a deeper rabbit hole for another day.
A Final Thought on Perspective and Growth
I suspect some of what I’ve shared may trigger you, and that’s fine. Instead of reacting negatively, I suggest pausing to ask, “Why is this triggering me?” Be honest with yourself, self-reflection is powerful. Being triggered isn’t inherently bad; it can guide you if you let it. A closed mind is far more dangerous than a parachute failure at 20,000 feet. We can point you to the door, but you must open it and explore. The pieces of this puzzle are as numerous as those in a box of cereal, and seeking truth is a lifelong journey. Enjoy the adventure.
